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Sunday, November 28, 2010 @ 11:15 PM
sigh
i dont know whether to laugh or cry.
its hysterical the number of times the police end up in my living room. on good days, we get handsome young guys (hahaha) with a female co-worker. what sucks is that i dont know they're there and walk out of my room to go to the kitchen in very little clothing, and suddenly 2 pairs of unknown eyes are on me. HAHAHA -facepalms. i say 'wooops', act cool, and sashay back into my room, come out 2 mins later dressed like im ready to leave the house, JUST to get a glass of water from the kitchen. Life sucks hahahaha in a funny way. oh well, on a brighter note, i spent the time wisely packing up my entire room, which omg, feels so empty now. esp when i have built in wardrobes, theres like a massive empty space here now. people have phobias of crowded spaces. think i might develop one for empty spaces. speaking of phobias, i am extremely paranoid that someone will blow my house up! i dont know why, and dont question my fears. but everytime i open my room door, I SMELL GAS. not like cooking stuff, fire gas. but like gas when you switch it on and leave it running. ITS EXTREMELY TERRIFYING. i always end up in the kitchen checking the stove, and praying it doesnt blow up my face that same minute. sigh. its okay, at least ive something to look forward to this week - travelling with irwin yay but im on singapore air alone, what if... WHY AM I SO AFRAID OF EVERYTHING LATELY. xx,Rachel |
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Thursday, November 18, 2010 @ 1:47 PM
what can i expect
sure God, take him away too.
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Wednesday, November 17, 2010 @ 1:12 AM
its tough
Just got Home.
its about 130 in the morning now. cooked myself a bowl of fried rice, also my very 1st proper meal for the day (yesterday) theres an egg, and tons of bits of ham and bacon, nice crispy rice, and of course all pan fried to awesome blachan chilli mm yumm took my bowl of yummz and my cup of ribena and sat by the window.. / its drizzling now, and the air is fresh. the only light is coming from my mac now, as i write this post, and of course the view outside. which is very pretty indeed. did i ever tell you i stay near the lake and a golf club? its as quiet and peaceful here, than anywhere else in Singapore, i think. whats better than this right? food, beautiful sight, lovely weather, in the dark. i miss this place. xx Rachel |
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Thursday, November 4, 2010 @ 6:19 PM
if only
what does one do when theres so many dreams to be accomplished.
get it fulfilled? Try to get it fulfilled? What if i fail so bad and everyone looks at me, laughs and says: I told you so. People say 'i dont care what they say' but really, they do. we're human. we have emotions we get hurt. What if i quit halfway and everyone looks at me, laughs and says: you were always like that anyway, a quitter. truth is, I REALLY AM, A QUITTER. when things dont work out, i quit when im unhappy, i quit even when im bored, i quit But you cant deny, Ive tried. maybe even more than anyone out there. i spent half my life just dreaming about the things that could be, a quarter trying to fulfil them, and the rest disposing off into the drain. when will i feel achieved. i dont know. |