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Wednesday, October 20, 2010 @ 1:07 PM
re-tuning
im so tired its not even funny anymore.
recently i was just thinking, does it count when you say youve done your best to love someone, but he/she doesnt feel it? i think not. when you genuinely love someone, he/she'll know. its only a matter of whether theyd' reciprocate that love. for example, bf love his gf tons tons tons. but gf still wants to break up. - gf knows he loves her, but she just doesnt love him back. - People know when youre sincere, and these days its hard to find people who genuinely take concern over you. is it really Love or just Duty. please, either choose to Love, or dont love at all. Do not act like you care when you dont. because someone will get hurt. ; ive been thinking why people are leaving. and i know. is there nothing to keep them holding on if so, then its really my fault. xx Rachel |
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Wednesday, October 13, 2010 @ 3:56 PM
sugar we're down
staring at an empty room,
once filled with belongings that meant so much. sure, the memories still remain, but nothing to hold her back from going. she takes a quick look into the mirror, instantly 12 years of her life in that room flashes pass her eyes. tinge of uncertainty but she ignores it almost aggressively. luggage packed, passport in hand, one way ticket to the End. wheeling past the other rooms, empty, vacant, always have been. she thinks if she'll ever regret this decision. stops at the living room. once a fun-house. now dead. trashed tv, torn couch, cracked glass table. walks towards the door, slips on her shoes, knowing theres no return now. one last look at a place which she once loved, growing up was always easy, but not anymore. holding back the tears, whispering goodbye, to nothingness. only in hope of a better tomorrow. xx Rachel |
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@ 12:45 AM
seasons
there are seasons in your life when no one is 'there for you'
there are season in your life when everything sinks. but you can choose to hold on. because.. idk. but i know i have to.. xx rachel |
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Saturday, October 9, 2010 @ 12:56 AM
dear God, what have i done to deserve this
Dear God, ive not been a good girl.
but yet you contineously bless me and God, it touches my heart. i wish i could see and feel you, because i would really want to give you a hug. I pray that you'll guide me through this project. xx Rachel |
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Monday, October 4, 2010 @ 9:42 PM
rants
its been eventful
i dont want to worry about time, or money, or effort. i wish i could just take a long break. but no. cause this is life. theres no pausing the time, or taking a break. you snooze you lose. right? sometimes i wish i could just get married and be a stay home mum all i need to do is LOVE. but i guess not, in this century, its every man(or woman) for himself right? WHY DO WE HAVE TO RUN THIS RAT RACE WHATS THE PURPOSE OF SURVIVAL HERE. recently alot of people i know are passing on. i really wonder, then what? thats it? they struggle as a baby, needing things they cannot comprehend in words they struggle as a child, not being able to get the toys they want they struggle as a teen, acne, bad friends, lousy grades they struggle as an adult, jobless / too much work they struggle as an elder, realising times almost up, but they havent got a chance to do what they want to do and then. poof. dear jesus, if im here complaining on my Laptop, in the comfort of my Airconditioned Room. what about the children and people who suffer from poverty? if man are all equal. why were they borned into such homes. no. Why are there even such homes? why is there poverty in only some places. my heart aches, alot. xx Rachel |