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Saturday, August 14, 2010 @ 9:55 AM
extinguish
its sad
that school sucks me dry sucks my creativity (yes and its an arts school -.-) sucks my passion sucks my energy sucks my finances everything. i had a dream, but its dying. all i can do is think of how happy i was when i was running on passion-petrol now im just barely surviving xx Rachel |
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Tuesday, August 10, 2010 @ 8:06 PM
a kind of feeling..
the things of the world cant fill me.
not any object, not any activity, not any one. theres a longing in my heart to fill that gap, it was once over flowing, but now dry as sand. ive tried, i try. i promise. but the same things my physical body yearns for, ironically pulls me further away from what my soul needs. how do you stop when its not really your fault? i need a New Hope. |
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Sunday, August 8, 2010 @ 10:50 AM
assurance
i had a vision to start something.
i wasnt sure if i could do it, because i know consistancy is a major challenge for me. but at pst mark conners' svc yesterday, he spoke of Finding Hope. it meant alot, it assured me, because the vision i had was titled i might not be able to do it myself, but i know with Daddy God, he'll provide, as always :) xx Rachel |
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Thursday, August 5, 2010 @ 11:35 AM
bet you never knew
hello world.
today i turn 19. i'll let you in on a secret: im always scared of birthdays. i wish they never come. because im afraid to know if i'll be appreciated or not. i love appreciating others, and i dont mind if people dont appreciate me. But i just dont want to know whether they do or not. as this day closed in on me, i told myself to hold my breath, close my eyes, dont think about it. God Loves Me today i woke up at 9am. beautiful weather, classes cancelled (omg really surprisingly. thank you nafa for celebrating my bday hahahah) 38 texts over 180 fb messages 9 missed calls and a huge birthday surprise from irwin <3 and its only 11.42 am now! im excited :) everyone loves to be appreciated and remembered. so dont think twice when you want to compliment someone. who knows, you might be the best thing that happened to them in that day/week ;) Happy birthday, Rachel. learn to love love to live live and laugh Your mercies are new every morning, today is beautiful, Daddy xx, Rachel |